let's get honest for a moment

Okay, a list again. But let's face it, it's fun. And I am up the mountains where the internet isn't that great so deal with it.
 
When was the last time you cried and why? 
 
When my brother faceplanted the other day. It just looked so funny and I couldn't stop laughing so I ended up crying of laughter. I am a horrible sister I know.
 
Three things you hate?
 
1. Big ass spiders. 
2. When my computer doesn't start in like 0.345 seconds.
3. Liars (even though I am a really good one myself ooops). 
 
How were you in school? 
 
I was so shy in school. Like I was the kind of person who would lie to the teacher and say that I had a dentist appointment to get out of a presentation. That actually happened once. Or maybe twice. I hated talking infront of people and avoided it as much as I could. The fact that I even applied for acting school is incredible. But even if I was shy my grades turned out okay haha. 
 
 
What makes you stressed?
 
When people are singing happy birthday to me. Like maaaaaaan, it makes me more stressed than suprise tests. Where should I look? At which person? Should I sing along since I clearly know the song? Should I laugh? Just smile a bit? Maybe look a bit dissapointed so they sing even louder? Like there is so much to worry about when it comes to this thing that happens one day per year. (should really just act like my dog in that situation)
 
Three things you love?
 
1. Paper bags. Like sometimes I buy things at a store just to get the cute little paper bag that comes with the product. I'm not kidding I really LOVE paper bags. Especially those small cute ones that you can get candy in. Aw.
2. Allergy medication. It's the season folks. What would I do without the extra strong ones I got from a doctor in USA? Probably go insane like I did the other day when I forgot to take one and sneezed my brains out.
3. Fishing. Have been doing this since I was like three years old. It's so calming and yet it can be so much action to it. Will never forget the first time I caught a salmon. It was amazing. The only time fishing wasn't amazing was when I was learning fly fishing and the hook got stuck in my arm. Ouch. Not a good memory.
 
How do you think people percieve you?
 
I think people think I'm a really private person. Like I don't tell people so much about myself. I really hate talking about personal things around people. It's usually easier if I'm alone with someone. I am soo aware of this and people keep telling me this over and over haha so I am working on it. It is my new goal, be more open. But besides that I think people see me as a very happy and sarcastic person haha.
 
How do you percieve you? 
 
As a sarcastic bitch. Nah, but I know that I am very sarcastic like all the time. But I can be totally serious too I swear. Besides that I think of myself as a very friendly person who laughs a lot.
 
 
A situation you think is awkward? 
 
Omg when you accidently say the wrong thing in the end of a conversation with someone you don't know. Like if you are talking to a sales person at a store and they are like "hope you will be happy with the product" and you are like "you too" and THE AWKWARD SILENCE IS THERE WHERE YOU DON'T KNOW IF YOU SHOULD JUST PRETEND IT DIDN'T HAPPEN OR EXPLAIN TO THE PERSON THAT YOU ACTUALLY HAVE FRIENDS AND AREN'T TOTALLY WEIRD. Phew, so glad to get that off my chest.
 
What was the last thing you laughed at/about? 
 
Yeah... when I wrote the answer to the first question. I just thought of my brother's faceplant and I started to laugh. Again, horrible sister.
 
Something you have been thinking about much lately? 
 
New York. I have so many things that I have to fix before I go back and it is kind of stressing me out. But yeah, trying to not think too much about it because I can't do anything about it right now but it kind of keeps me awake at night. Ugh. And how the swedish football supporters really looks like minions. It has been bothering me for a while now.
 
 
Three things you are afraid of?
 
1. Big ass spiders. Like literally those spiders with a big ass. Worst kind.
2. People leaving.
3.Water where there could be sharks. After seeing that documentary about the smart white shark called "Submarine" I never feel safe at sea anymore.
 
A job you think you would suck at? 
 
Flight attendant. I am so scared of flying and I always think the plane is gonna crash. So I would suck at that because I would scare the other passengers so much. 
 
A job you think you would be good at?
 
OKAY I TOTALLY GOT THIS QUESTION. Be the 1st line at a support for phone/computer company. YES. I fixed my own computer from being drowned in soda once and I knew more about short commandos than the technical guy at our school. Makes me totally qualified for support jobs. Yup.
 
Happy Midsummer!!!! Hope everyone is eating a lot of potatoes and strawberries.
 

I wanted more than life could ever grant me

 Okay so this whole "update your blog"-thing isn't really working for me. Mainly because I forget to take photos of the things I do and just writing a bunch of text is boring. BUT, I will give this a try again. 
So since last time I have been working for the first time since I got home. I have also been spending some time at my dad's summer house. I really love it there. When I was there I got to try kayaks. In the beginning I was TERRIFIED (like I thought a shark would come and eat me. Like you are soooo close to the water and have you ever watched shark week?) but after awhile I got the hand of it and it was really fun. Me and my dad also went fishing which I love. I do think I had the most fun since I was the one who got the fishes. Don't tell my dad I wrote that. I also somehow managed to fall asleep in the sun for an hour with shorts and I now have the ugliest tan in the whole world and won't be able to wear a bikini this summer. Yeah, it's that bad. 
I also managed to drive all the way home from Stockholm a couple of days ago!!! I haven't been driving for that long before and on that kind of highway but I did it and we all got home safe. Phew. Now I will only be home for a few days and then go back to Stockholm again. I feel like I practically live there now haha. No but this time I will only stay for a night and then I'll join my aunt and her family to go and hike in the swedish mountains! I am soooo looking forward to it!! Last year we did the same thing and on midsummer eve we went sledding in the snow haha. Hopefully there will be some snow this year too. After the hike I'm gonna head to Åre to stay there for a couple of days. Perfect way to end the little mini vacation!  
And I end this post with some pics from my snapchat. High quality I KNOW. I am kind of funny there sometimes. Read sometimes as never. Well if you fancy adding me anyways --> e_bjornsdotter is my username. Byeee.

jag dansar tills det inte känns så tragiskt // fifteen questions

How old are you?
20! 
 
How old do you feel? 
I don't know actually. Probably around 20? Wishing I was 21 already though.
 
Where do you live? 
Just a small town girl, living in a loNELY WORLD DUN DUN. Nah but I do live in a small town in the middle of the woods. But in september I'm moving to New York!!
 
 
What have you been up to today? 
Well my day started kind of early (NOT BY CHOICE). I had to go see a physiotherapist because my knee is being a bitch. Since the day started so early I had some time to practice my driving while the traffic was nice since my goal is to take my drivers license this summer. I didn't wreck the car so I think I did okay. 
 
Summer, fall, winter or spring? What do you prefer and why? 
I REALLY like winter because of the snow. One of my favorite hobbies is skiing so I am always thrilled when the first snow is coming!! Even if it's so cold that you get frost all over your face.
 
 
Are you addicted to something?
Probably candy... Damn, I wish I didn't like it but I really love it.
 
Where in the world would you like to be right now?
Probably in Norway. I am really missing it this summer since it was way too long since I was there. I really miss the country, the places I used to go to and of course the fishing!! AND I have to add I am really looking forward to hike in the swedish mountains later this month. I want to go now!!
 
 
What is your current mood?  
I am in a good mood! It's nice weather outside, I'm gonna go fishing tomorrow (YEEEES) and I am really looking forward to next week. 
 
What is your favorite candy?
DON'T MAKE ME DO THIS. I can't choose just one. Okay, here we go. *clears throat* Skolekritor, Twix, Marabou salt liquorice, Japp and chocolate covered raisins. 
 
What is your favorite store?
Gina tricot. Lush. Forever 21.
 
Are you a morning or an evening person?
Evening person all the way. I HATE waking up early and if someone wakes me up before 10 am I can be extremely rude. I'm not even kidding, I feel so sorry for the people that have to wake me up because I get so mad at them haha.
 
Have you ever had stitches?
No, it was close once when I got attacked by a dog but they taped me instead. I do wish they would have because the scar is pretty ugly haha. 
 
 
Are you shy?
Well, it kind of depends on the situation and the people. Sometimes I'm very shy at the beginning but when I get to know the people and feel comfortable around them I'm not shy at all.
 
What is your middle name?
I don't have a middle name anymore! It used to be Björnsdotter but now that's my last name instead.
 
Do you have a nickname?
Millis and Milla. But it's only a few people that call me that, I usually go by Emilia haha.

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